MY GAY HEART
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(an unsuicide note) My Dear One, The Angels' wings are beating again like when I was born into a Different World that changed into This Future. Can you hear Them gathering around us? Protecting us. Warning us. Leading us into a Tomorrow that never knows. It is Not Dying. It is Shining. It is Being. It is Knowing. It is Believing. Playing the game of Existence to the End of the Beginning. Our Smalltown held us prisoner but if Andy could escape then maybe if our reflections were strong enough, we could make it out, too. So we Ran Away. How many times did we run away? Crying. Alone on a platform with the wind and the rain on a sad and lonely face. Run away, turn away, cry Boy cry. Just another smalltown boy getting out. "Can you hear me now?" Kerouaced across the country on the road. Sometimes, whistling; other times sad. I met strangers who seemed to envy my thumb; I wanted to go where I was wanted. I was running and I fell down on a familiar road. While laying there, looking up at the American sky I decided to sail away. So I went across that Lonesome Ocean, searching through Dylan's aching message for a gift not sad for you. I was Far Away but still where I had started because Desire was my first name. Burning slowly, my One and Only. You know me, you know my way. Desire.... The past's never gone. Yeah, I wanna play football for the Coach; I had to play football for the Coach.The Glory of Love just might come through. All those things I did...The Glory of Love might see me through. I'm a Coney Island Baby now. Man, I swear I'd give the whole thing up for you. But the struggle continues. I lived it up. Let's go. We can go crazy. Flying High, Never wanna come down. It felt So Good. It's time to celebrate. Oh, let go. I'm giving Every drop. Wanting to Want. I’m giving All I got. Then it Happens: For Heaven sake, let's fall in love. Billie tells the Truth again. Here is Romance. Heaven is Here in a Kiss. Just a Perfect Day. You just keep me hanging on. I thought I was someone else, someone good. But there I was wishing on a star to be where you are. What is this Ache? Where are you? You are my Star. I'm wishing on Tomorrow; when will it ever come? So Far away from Home, so far away from me. We people who are Darker than blue; pardon me Brother, as you stand in your Glory, I know you won't mind if I tell the Whole Story. Sisters, Brothers, get yourself Together. Free me. What goes around comes around. I know we come a long long way but let us not be so satisfied because Tomorrow can be an even Brighter Day. Just call me. Just call. Let me fill you with Love. This is how I love you. I adore you: mind, body and soul. This is Love. Stir it up. Paint a Perfect Picture. The Beautiful Ones Always Need To Lose. Do you want him or do you want me? I want you. I KNOW IT'S GONNA HAPPEN SOMEDAY. I don't need to sell my soul, he's already in me. I wanna be adored. I wanna be adored. I gotta be adored. The sky is dark, The wind is cold, the night is young before it's old. The time has come, it's getting late. Do you wonder where you're going to? It's driving me Wild, the dizzy spin I'm in. Something's got to Give, Oy Vey, High Light Ecstasy, You might as well Live. O The Thrill of it All, No, I won't forget the Thrill of it All. Michael New Jersey dances in Heaven nowadays but once he thrashed with us on the dance floor. Beautiful Boys on a Beautiful dance floor. So come and dance with me, Michael. You're the Only one I ever want. You're dancing like a beautiful Whore. A Gay in New York is just a Fag in LA. when the whip comes down. I get so much money; I spend it so fast. We tore up the floor and kicked it aside with torn jackets in the gutter, monstrous sunrise on 53rd and 3rd. Check it out. Standin on the street, tryin to turn a Trick. Back home in Babylon, I was gone. I gotta get away. I'm gonna Babel On. With this junk on my face, it's easy to see I'm from Babylon USA. Having Too Much Fun. Nobody's safe if they're from Babylon. She turns me on but don't get me wrong I'm only Dancing. Won't someone Dance With Me? You're Filthy and Gorgeous. You're an acid junkie college flunky dirty puppy daddy bastard. Oh, Marianne Faithfull, I am Faithfull to you. It is the language of despair; it's in your mouth instead of air.It's in your heart; it's Everywhere. O Yes, Everybody loves my Baby, Now! So, we're in Rapture in the Glow of Love. Hear it. Hold me; caress me. Seasons for Happiness are Here. I hope the music matches the movies in your head. With Love from my gay heart to yours, Your Dear One P.S. Keep It Up
© 2005 by Richard Sassin |
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